..Sometimes you need to Start again, in order to fly.
& this is True for life. We need to get back up even when life throws us obstacles that seem to be impossible to get over. For the longest time I’ve been hiding in the shadows and letting myself go. Letting people around me live the life I should be living. Now its time to get up from the ground say hello to life.
January this year was the 1st step of me getting up and realizing that I’ve let myself sink to my lowest and its time to bring that girl that i once thought i knew back. I thought I’ve lost her along the way in this rough path we call life but then again I never left :)
Before January of this year (2009) I looked at my reflection in the mirror and asked why have I left myself get to where I was. Gaining more wieght than I could admit I have. Loosing the Happy && confident girl I was. But something pushed me deep down inside to STOP being sappy and DO something about it.This time it was going to be different. I’m going to Prove something and I don’t care who’s watching. This is for me.
1st STEP joining a Dance class @ 630AM in the morning at the college. People laughed and said you are not going to make it to that class. But I went MW 6:30AM in the morning and enjoyed every minute of that class.
2nd STEP making a change in the way I eat. To be CLEAR I eat what I want in Moderation. It takes a lot to make this happen. Really HARD and doesn’t happen over night. its October already and I’m still struggling sometimes.
March 3rd STEP getting a FLYER in the mail from JAZZERCISE in benicia. Looked at it for 2days until I decided I’M GOING TO CALL. Hesitant I made that call and went to meet the owners of this establishment. I decided that 1st meeting I was going to do it.
Now October I’ve kept up Jazzercise, my Aerobic Dance class was fun :), Now I’m taking SPINNING @ the local college and I have to say I love the Adrenalin. And I’ve been eating Healthier but still what I usually eat.
January start wieght: 268lbs
Why am I blogging this? I want to document my success to keep a reminder for myself that I could do it and that the saying “If theres a WILL, theres a WAY” is true. I also want to show girls out there that theres no easy into anything and that if your determined to start doing YOU and wanting to be a happier you, you need to start with a question: WHAT CHANGES DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE. Cliche for people who say you don’t need to change to find what makes you happy. Life is all about changes, no matter how much you don’t want too, it happens.
Thanks for Reading till next time TUMBLR.
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